What makes me sad at this happy moment in my life … Is the people who saw me struggle and suffer to even obtain half of the life peace I have at this moment … are not here.
Be it death, time, space or the ebbs & flows of life, they are “gone”.
Frankly, in a very specific way I feel like I conquered Everest and look around and there is not that high-five there that knows the pain of the journey, the high five that makes your hand sting.
It is lonely.
Why am I happy ? Moved on in my career, removed negativity & cared for my health, accepted myself without judgement. (Lol. No. Quitting tequila was not part of that plan! Rotfl.)
I question my new solidity with skepticism. “Why do you need someone else to approve your victories ?” Ah … I don’t know. (If you knew me personally, it is an answer I would not accept.)
Reality is, I do know. Gaining my hard earned props in life is not enough, I ( unfortunately ) want someone to share the journey with.
So, can I share it with you ?
The Journey that sums mine up is … Journey.Click this link